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TH3 ABUSE

For so long, I've been told it was my fault, I believed it for a while until I kept getting flashbacks back in 2016, when I was such at a low point, I tried to kill myself twice, once to overdose on herbal pills a week before my 15th birthday and it sadly did not work. Never told anyone about it, never got therapy for it, never told them because I knew for a fact that they would refuse to believe they're part of my experience. I make uncomfortable dark jokes around people who would never get it. I fuck random guys to fulfil the 'love' I never felt. I like receiving pain during sex cause that was what I thought love was. Being hurt was a way for me to know if I'm being loved or not.

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